23rd dec.. i went concert with baby and friends.. they were lots of my other friends ... long time no see them le.. i really miss them..~! haha.. went home quite late.. about 1plus? lols

24 dec... went to brendan house for a buffet-cum-christmas celebration ... this day really sucks! i hate this day! it make me know the truth! don wanna talk about it.! went home late again.. 12plus?

25dec-26dec ... actually i could taunt with friends.. but ended up my father say cannot.. sian lor.. i nvr taunt before..haiz... 12midnight! happy 2nd month to my baby!

the following msg is only for me and my baby... don ask so much... jus read if u wan to.. and don ask me what happen..

To Baby: This is the question which i wanna know the answer and also i don't understand.Nothing much.. don treat this too much.. i jus asking only, no other meaning.
Why will u only realise all this today? and your feelings, why only start today? What about the past 59 days? u didnt realise anything? Did you ever thought of how would i feel?

About the shoulder and ear thing, its ur choice.. If u think ur kor or whoever is a better listening ear or shoulder, then u can go find that person.. its ur problem.. no point forcing u to find a person if u don even feel like going to that person. This kind of important things.. u already go find other people le.. its ok de.. up to u i cant control this.. If i really do control, u would not have freedom also.. no point saying that now u will come to me or wat... i summarise everything. why must i tell u then u say :" ok next time i will ..... " , " next time i wont...." ? I wan u jus be wat u are and feel like doing..

ONCE AGAIN... I DON MEAN ANYTHING, I JUS WANNA ASK U. I LOVE U AND I DON WANNA LOSE U!